if you care to read plz read by ask-okami-2p-prussia, journal
if you care to read plz read
i made a duo account with me und me sestera we are puting art up so u can ask both of us any thing if ya want und what not so check s out ^^ hope u do ~bruder-and-sestera (https://www.deviantart.com/bruder-and-sestera)
I am the admin to many pages. Most of my drawings on this page are depressing and mostly suicidal. If you are triggered easily, please don't look at my work. Thank you for all the favorites, watches, and comments everyone ^^
I wish to close my eyes and feel eternal darkness.
To feel the slow slip away from this never ending pain.
To watch my vision fade and take me away from this repeating nightmare.
To feel the last sliver of air slither out of my lungs and glide across my lips.
To feel the final drop of blood leave my cut open veins.
To feel the warmth from my body fade and slowly turn to the cold I yearn for.
To feel the life leave my broken body.
To leave the people who say they are my friends but who have actually only ever hurt me.
And to finally be happy.
I'm sick and tired of being the person everyone wants me to be.
No one would want to be friends with me if I turned back into the girl everyone wanted to avoid.
The girl who cried in the corner during PE.
The girl who never had a single emotion but sadness on her face.
The one everyone hated.
But now that all my friends are slowly slipping away from me, I don't want to be fake anymore.
I don't want to force the smiles.
Pretend to be happy and cheerful.
Always have a happy emotion on my face.
Saying that nothing is wrong.
That I love everyone and feel like I'm loved.
But now that I know that no one really is my friend,
I'm done